A small dream that stopped my reality for a while......
People usually dream, some dream in sleep, few day dream, and few dream with open eyes..!! Lol.. Dreams are interpreted in many ways, as it is related to the mind, body and soul.. What one can't finish when one is in a state of conscious, itseems it is finished in one's sub- conscious.. Example, if you are too angry with your boss and you can't express your anger, you ll probably show it out in your dream..You would probably shoot your boss in your dream and nah... you wont be put into jail for that :P
If your are an efficient worker and your work is not completed, you probably complete it in your dreams.. These are the simple kinda dreams, where your conscious mind knows what your sub- conscious mind would like to complete, in order to live in peace.. :)
There are also few dreams, that is connected to some thing that you are not aware of.. If some one has been nice to you from the outside, but you get a wrong vib, or if one is too very fond of you and if its not possible for them to express, that is when - I guess we dream about few things that we have never thought of.. We may just wake up that morning and wonder; why you actually dreamt what you dreamt of.. You might just think your mind went bonkers... Hahaha...
Some times I get so confused of my dreams.. There are times when I know that my dreams are initiated by me.. Some times, I also believe, we dream cause we had some thing unsaid and undone in one of our lives.. Previous Living.. An old experience of the soul.. The feel of our previous experience with living, people we met, people we were connected to, our deeds, our principles, lifestyle, everything comes along... You are just left speechless for a long time, cause when you have such a dream experience, only then will you ask yourself, if what you saw was a dream??? Or, if your soul took a journey back to its old place, when you were deep asleep.. Such an experience leaves you, energy drained, you simply dunno where those places are, who these people are, and what feelings you felt... Aahhhhhhhhh..!!!! Human mind- so complex, a soul- more complex - yet so simple..
I had one such dream.. A reality dream.. Lol.. I dont know what else to call it... You the reader, might not be able to believe the small experience I had.. But hopefully, I can get to tell you how it actually was.. What it is...?? Is upto you to interpret.. :) for me, it was ME, in a life - that I can't remember..!!
Inside my dream - "All I could see was, I knew it was me.. Someone called me with a beautiful name, but I guess I'm so busy being Suraksha that I could'nt hear my name in the magic world..!! haha.. The girl, was pretty, tall, slim, dusky, long bushy hair, she had worn a white speghetti (a sleevless top), a blue Jeans.. she was walking on the footpath, and beside her was a man, walking on the road.. She was with him, but was all alone .. I guess he was the husband.. Talk dark and handsome (like every girl wants - as per few novels :P).. A loving husband.. The girl was walking on the footpath and the man, walked on the road..They still walked beside eachother - but on different platforms.. The dream showed me, what the husband felt for her.. There was so much love in that man, not a word I heard in my dream, it was only his feeling that was evident to me.. I then wondered, if people's actual feelings can be reflected in dreams.. tcha...!! His world started and ended with her.. His days and nights were all about her..
On the left side of the footpath, was the end of the earth.. It was a bed of deep blue water that spread over miles - so far that I could'nt see land across at all, an ocean it was.. A huge world where we don't live.. The ocean was covered by deep blue sky, with a tinge of white clouds.. The sky was moving with the flow of water.. It was as if like, the mother was looking at her child, and the two of them were growing and moving together... The waves were hitting the shore with its highest power.. Yet so calm..
The girl walked, holding the long chain, hanging with a cross, in her hand.. The chain was long and the cross settled on her stomach.. I could see the minutest details on the cross, as if it was my own.. It was silver in color, faded a little, lord Jesus christ engraved on it, with the crown of thorn on his head, and his hands nailed across.. I could'nt believe I could see so much and yet remember it after I woke up.. But I did...! Glad about how much my memory could hold ;) This was very touching cause - I in my dream was holding it while I walked in my solitude.. The town I lived in was a peaceful town, my people had so much love for eachother.. I was called a good wife, yet I was alone, quiet.. (So unlikely of me - the now me!.. hahaha.. I know you agree*winks*)
My life was so hard as I walked all alone, beside the sea.. I could see how the nature brings in similarities between human beings and its elements.. There was so much deep down inside, I was peaceful yet there was something that felt unhappy...Like the sea - its sooooo deep, it holds all its living beings in its bossom - it gives everything that it has, and yet - its as if like - its fighting to go home with each wave.. I still don't understand, what was the problem inspite of having everything.. My husband loved me so much, and I did not love him the way he did..There was some thing that was not okay.. But I just walked.. I held my lord then in my hand, and just walked.. May be that was a walk of belief...A walk of faith..!! Me and my husband, just walked all through my dream - we neither looked at eachother, nor did we talk... I am not sure if life got over there.. Or it just started..........
Love is such a strong feeling.. It knocked the door and showed me the taste of it in my deepest sleep.. Gave me the essence of a life that I lived once upon a time.. The morning I woke up, the feeling was immense.. I was someones 'life' in my dream, and I did not know about it.. Its a mystery, I don't know if life then ended that way, or some thing better happened.. But the love that I could feel through my dream is simply hard to take. Or explain.....
I only wish I find that man sooner.. cause I have been stronger ever since I saw that man, who lived for me..!! I only wanna meet him again, so that some thing that is left incomplete in the universe, comes to its completion.. !!!
P.S: The dream was incredible.. Probably this was the second real dream I have had in my life that took my breathe off...{The first one was a nightmare.. (Don't ask..!!)}.. It was like I went in the time machine took a walk with that man, and came back.. Splendid..#Beautiful experience of an unexpected dream..
People usually dream, some dream in sleep, few day dream, and few dream with open eyes..!! Lol.. Dreams are interpreted in many ways, as it is related to the mind, body and soul.. What one can't finish when one is in a state of conscious, itseems it is finished in one's sub- conscious.. Example, if you are too angry with your boss and you can't express your anger, you ll probably show it out in your dream..You would probably shoot your boss in your dream and nah... you wont be put into jail for that :P
If your are an efficient worker and your work is not completed, you probably complete it in your dreams.. These are the simple kinda dreams, where your conscious mind knows what your sub- conscious mind would like to complete, in order to live in peace.. :)
There are also few dreams, that is connected to some thing that you are not aware of.. If some one has been nice to you from the outside, but you get a wrong vib, or if one is too very fond of you and if its not possible for them to express, that is when - I guess we dream about few things that we have never thought of.. We may just wake up that morning and wonder; why you actually dreamt what you dreamt of.. You might just think your mind went bonkers... Hahaha...
Some times I get so confused of my dreams.. There are times when I know that my dreams are initiated by me.. Some times, I also believe, we dream cause we had some thing unsaid and undone in one of our lives.. Previous Living.. An old experience of the soul.. The feel of our previous experience with living, people we met, people we were connected to, our deeds, our principles, lifestyle, everything comes along... You are just left speechless for a long time, cause when you have such a dream experience, only then will you ask yourself, if what you saw was a dream??? Or, if your soul took a journey back to its old place, when you were deep asleep.. Such an experience leaves you, energy drained, you simply dunno where those places are, who these people are, and what feelings you felt... Aahhhhhhhhh..!!!! Human mind- so complex, a soul- more complex - yet so simple..
I had one such dream.. A reality dream.. Lol.. I dont know what else to call it... You the reader, might not be able to believe the small experience I had.. But hopefully, I can get to tell you how it actually was.. What it is...?? Is upto you to interpret.. :) for me, it was ME, in a life - that I can't remember..!!
Inside my dream - "All I could see was, I knew it was me.. Someone called me with a beautiful name, but I guess I'm so busy being Suraksha that I could'nt hear my name in the magic world..!! haha.. The girl, was pretty, tall, slim, dusky, long bushy hair, she had worn a white speghetti (a sleevless top), a blue Jeans.. she was walking on the footpath, and beside her was a man, walking on the road.. She was with him, but was all alone .. I guess he was the husband.. Talk dark and handsome (like every girl wants - as per few novels :P).. A loving husband.. The girl was walking on the footpath and the man, walked on the road..They still walked beside eachother - but on different platforms.. The dream showed me, what the husband felt for her.. There was so much love in that man, not a word I heard in my dream, it was only his feeling that was evident to me.. I then wondered, if people's actual feelings can be reflected in dreams.. tcha...!! His world started and ended with her.. His days and nights were all about her..
On the left side of the footpath, was the end of the earth.. It was a bed of deep blue water that spread over miles - so far that I could'nt see land across at all, an ocean it was.. A huge world where we don't live.. The ocean was covered by deep blue sky, with a tinge of white clouds.. The sky was moving with the flow of water.. It was as if like, the mother was looking at her child, and the two of them were growing and moving together... The waves were hitting the shore with its highest power.. Yet so calm..
The girl walked, holding the long chain, hanging with a cross, in her hand.. The chain was long and the cross settled on her stomach.. I could see the minutest details on the cross, as if it was my own.. It was silver in color, faded a little, lord Jesus christ engraved on it, with the crown of thorn on his head, and his hands nailed across.. I could'nt believe I could see so much and yet remember it after I woke up.. But I did...! Glad about how much my memory could hold ;) This was very touching cause - I in my dream was holding it while I walked in my solitude.. The town I lived in was a peaceful town, my people had so much love for eachother.. I was called a good wife, yet I was alone, quiet.. (So unlikely of me - the now me!.. hahaha.. I know you agree*winks*)
My life was so hard as I walked all alone, beside the sea.. I could see how the nature brings in similarities between human beings and its elements.. There was so much deep down inside, I was peaceful yet there was something that felt unhappy...Like the sea - its sooooo deep, it holds all its living beings in its bossom - it gives everything that it has, and yet - its as if like - its fighting to go home with each wave.. I still don't understand, what was the problem inspite of having everything.. My husband loved me so much, and I did not love him the way he did..There was some thing that was not okay.. But I just walked.. I held my lord then in my hand, and just walked.. May be that was a walk of belief...A walk of faith..!! Me and my husband, just walked all through my dream - we neither looked at eachother, nor did we talk... I am not sure if life got over there.. Or it just started..........
Love is such a strong feeling.. It knocked the door and showed me the taste of it in my deepest sleep.. Gave me the essence of a life that I lived once upon a time.. The morning I woke up, the feeling was immense.. I was someones 'life' in my dream, and I did not know about it.. Its a mystery, I don't know if life then ended that way, or some thing better happened.. But the love that I could feel through my dream is simply hard to take. Or explain.....
I only wish I find that man sooner.. cause I have been stronger ever since I saw that man, who lived for me..!! I only wanna meet him again, so that some thing that is left incomplete in the universe, comes to its completion.. !!!
P.S: The dream was incredible.. Probably this was the second real dream I have had in my life that took my breathe off...{The first one was a nightmare.. (Don't ask..!!)}.. It was like I went in the time machine took a walk with that man, and came back.. Splendid..#Beautiful experience of an unexpected dream..
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